clearly im very very very boreddd.
and very very very tired from i d k whatever i do today,
or maybe yesterday but whatever.

i had a napp today.
because last night i slept at 3am.
well not really.
i swear i was tossing and turning on th bed to get
myself to sleep.
haha, well i was forced to go to sleep
by this guy because its alrd 3am!
haha.
okeh this guy is Shafiq,clearly

i've been watching 5(?) movies lately.
or more?
haha,i d k.
just to kill time.
and its th only way to spend time with myself.
or i will be SO SUPER busyyyyyyy entertaining everything that revolves
around me.

and now, i want to kill time to.
just to wait till 10pm.
its 09:37pm no 09:38pm now.

i have school on monday.
*sighs.
responsibilities.
goddd,im starting to wonder what kind of leader i am.
i just want to get this over and done with.
YES!
BADDDDLY,please? :D

i watched Peterpan just now.
haha.
i has been my favourite since god knows when.
haaaah.
no since i was little.
then i dont really watch it that much or have much interest in it
as y'know, im growing up.
but yea.
childhooood. . .

school is next week.
friday.
EEP!
i d k if im looking forward to 2009 or NOT.
because it will be O's and yea, that will be my new boyfriend
for next year. D:
because i will soon be spending more time with mr O's rather than
whatever that revolve ard me.
*MEGA sighsssssss.
im so gonna start mug mug mugging.
HARD CORE! :D

i got like fifteeeeen more minutes to kill time.

ohhhhhhhhh!
tmr will be AFF Suzuki Cup Finals 2 Leg!
EEP! :D
again Thailand vs. Vietnam.
im so praying hard for Thailand.
goddd,please.
make a miracle tomorrow.
i want thailand to win. (:
gonna watch.
though i have school th next day.
yeaaaaaaaaaa.

i got a little sensitive during this holidays.
okeh no.
very very very sensitive.
i have NO idea why.
i mean just reading something it can like i d k, touched me.
uhhhh.
so not me.
haha. (:



picture, ages agooooooooo.

I MISS MUHAMMAD SHAFIQ ANAK RUSLI! D:

haha.
i got ten minutes moreee.

my back ache alot this few dayss.
i dont know why.
i cant really stand for so long.
sit for so long.
like what am i suppose to do thennnnnn?
still, it hurts like a hell much much much much.
i got this CHIROPRACTIC thingy that kindda give me another hope
that i could get a straight backbone after that.
but when i show mum th brochure.
she just chuck it away. D:
doesnt she know i badly want a straight backbone.
because i cant do loads of things when i grow up with Scoliosis.
its like being crippled and ugly.
and i hate it.
i badly badly badly want a straight backbone.
because i want to be normal.
NORMAL.
i know this kind of stuff cost a lot.
but i d k,i just think that this kind of investment
it benefits me in th long run.
i heard cases of scoliosis.
i told mum about it.
she said it was all nonsense.
even th doctors said those cases could happen.
i guess i have to start saving.
and invest my own money for my own treatment.
a n w,mum and dad have so much to think about.
so i leave them with their stuff.
i know i have determination.
im gonna have a straight backbone,without those scary operations.

i have five more minutes.
am i tearing?
hah,no.
i just want that so badly now.
so so so so badly.

i should go now (:
its almost time and i need th toilet urgently.
haha.

so toodlessss.

things are so much different now.
i dont know if its for th better or worst.
but im prepared for both.
or NOT.
but whatever comes what may.
you'll always earn this special place in my heart.
maybe you are right.
have faith,fate will decide and hope for th best.

give me back history.
i miss it.